close to the door
he paused to stand
as he took his class ring
off her hand
all who were watching
did not speak
as a silent tear
ran down his cheek
and through his mind
the memories ran
of the moments they walked
and laughed in the sand
but now her eyes were so terrible cold
for he would never again
have her hand to hold
they watched in silence
as he bent near
and whispered the words......
"I LOVE YOU" in her ear
he touched her face and started to cry
as he put on his ring and wanted to die
and just then the wind began to blow
as they lowered her casket
into the snow....
this is what happens
to man alive....
....when friends let friends...
drink and drive



twinkle twinkle little star
i am wondering how you are
i think of you all day and night
please dont leave, stay in my sight

i love to stare into your beautiful eyes
when i think of you leaving, i start to cry
i love to hold your beautiful hands
i am so glad that i am your man

i have wonderful dreams of you when i sleep
up to your house i silently creep
i knock on your window, slowly you rise
you turn towards me, and open your eyes

we run around town all through the night
we laugh and have fun, the feeling is right
i love to be near you, could die when im not
all my friends tell me, man she is hot!!

they tell me i'm lucky, i got a great girl
i say to them yes, and that you are my world
your beauty stands out like the sun after rain
being with you, ill never feel pain

i love you so much, but i just cant say it
each and every night, to the lord i pray it
my heart starts to race, each time that i see you
i am so glad that i get to be with you

i wrote this for you, i have to be true
my life would be empty, if it weren't for you
you are my life, my life is for you
i live this life for your love thats so true



there is a saying, you may have heard
its true, i now see
that saying there is, goes something like this
"the best things in life are free"

that saying is true
i know it now
we finally got together
but i dont know how

i am nothing special
i am just a guy
a guy that in the hallway
that would just say hi

i dont know what happened
i haven't a clue
but now i am so happy
now that i have you

you are someone special
you are special to me
you are my life saver
when im drowning in the sea

i hold all your touches
i hold them so dear
your warm and gentle body
i want to be near

you couldnt ride with me today
my car is all messed up
i was whining very loud inside
just like a little pup

my car is fine now
i just got it back
oh yea and about that gum
come on...cut me some slack!!

i cant wait until tomorrow
when i can see you again
i wanna see your face right now
so the suffering will end

there is a saying, you may have heard
that saying is true i see
that saying there is, goes somethin like this
"the best things in life are free"



if the skies above you are grey
you are feeling so blue
if your cares and burdens seem great
all the whole day through

look to me and look for a smile
i'll be waiting for you right there
with my arms wide open
i will always care

look to me whenever your down
your mad or feelin sad
i'll be there to cheer you up
im here to make you glad

look to me when the rest of the world
is lookin down upon you
its just a stunt, in your way
together we'll make it through

i wrote this poem to let you know
just to let you see
no matter what is wrong with you
im here, Just Look To Me



hands of an angel
i long to hold
only your fingertips
can warm my cold
 

skin of silk
i long to caress
in this world of anger
you calm my distress

lips of velvet
i long to kiss
were i to release you
my life would be amiss

do you feel the same?
it may never be known 
your world of silence
might never be shown

�tis a tormented life...
these emotions to unfetter
with not your hand
my heart will shatter

so much to give
so much to gain
a lifetime together
would never bring pain

only forever
can my heart be true
on earth and in Heaven
this i promise to you

for now and for always
for you, i will be
simply listen to your heart
there i am waiting...for You and for Me



Love is gentle, love is kind
Love is you on my mind
Loving you, I'll keep you from harm
Love is you in my arms
Love is cherishing the good times, forgetting the bad
Fighting but loving when we make each other mad
Love is eternal it never fully dies
Though it may fade through nervous alibies
All these definitions may be true
But my definition of love is simply...
you!!!



i'd love to kiss your wonderful lips
but dont know if you'd let me
i'd love to hold your soft, warm hands
but dont know if you'd let me

i'd love to take you out all night
but dont know if you'd let me
i'd love to tell you, i love you so much
but dont know if you'd let me

i'd love to sweep you off your feet
but dont know if you'd let me
i'd love to show you that i care
but dont know if you'd let me



there is a road that lies ahead
no one knows how rough
but we'll get throught it, i know we will
even if it is tough

the road thats here brings many suprises
it may be good or bad
but when it throws a bump our way
dont let it make you mad

i want you to know ill always be here
no matter how hard it gets
but when we reach the end of the road
we'll see where it is love sits

i dont know what im talkin about
oh,  i know, its about you
i want you to know ill never leave
ill always be here with you

there may be some ditches, some pot holes, or bumps
or maybe nothing at all
to let you know ill pick you up
if ever you may fall

the road that lies ahead right now
no one knows how it is
more than likely it will be rough
cuz thats the way life is

i still dont know what im rambling about
does it matter, sure it does
ill be with you for now and ever
ill be with you because


im talkin and im talkin
your probably gettin bored
i wish you would show me how you feel
i wish you would show me more

sometimes i wish i know what you thought
about me or anything
when im around you i get happy
you make me wanna sing

i'd sing a song for you my dear
i'd sing anything you want
just tell me what it is you like
just tell me what you want

i would surely do anything 
to keep you in my arms
and i would do anything
to keep you from harm

the last thing in the world i want
is for you to be unhappy
when you are sad, then i feel sad
and that makes me unhappy

the feeling i have towards you is weird
i really cant explain it
its like a feeling ive never had
but i really like it

its like i would do anything
for you and only you
i always want to be with you
even if your blue

its like, well, i dunno
words just cant describe it
but i know i love you so
i can no longer hide it



i see you walking down the hall
in the park and at the mall
i wonder, whats that girls name
i wonder if your wondering the same
i try to act like i am cool
but end up acting like a fool
i finally heard your name today
in my mind, that name will stay
i have a crush on you, you know
but lets keep it on the down low
who this is, in time, you'll see
i will reveal who i must be
you are everything that i desire
and now you have a secret admirer



THIS IS A SONG THAT I WROTE

all the time i've wasted
all the nights and days
then you came into my world
now everything has changed

something in the way that
that you feel to me
i want you and no one else
your the only one i see

cuz i was born to love you
i believe its my destiny
i am yours, heart and soul
and all the rest of me

if the skies above you
if they're turnin grey
if your cares and burdens
if they seem so great

look to me and smile
i will wait right there
my arms will be wide open
i will always care

cuz i was born to love you
i believe its my destiny
i am yours, heart and soul
and all the rest of me



i sure am glad its raining
it helps to hide my tears
i sure am glad it raining
cuz then i have no fears

it takes my cares and burdens
and throws them in the trash
it makes my eyes real heavy
when i just cant crash

i sure am glad its raining
it helps to calm me down
i sure am glad its raining
it takes away my frown

it sees down deep inside me
sees just what is wrong
then it puts inside my head
a cheerful, happy song

i sure am glad its raining
the sound just calms me down
i sure am glad its raining
i am until i drown

the gentle rhythm sooths me
the smell just hugs my soul
it makes me realize people
dont have hearts made of coal

i sure am glad its raining
i really dont know why
i sure am glad its raining
i just ask myself "why?"

its really nothing special
its almost nothin at all
its only little droplets
that i like to watch fall



love takes more that two you see
it takes one more, thats three
it takes a special, caring touch
if that loves meant to be

it takes the gentle touch of God
he holds it in his hand
if hes not there, then just be sure
that that love will be canned

the love thats there is Gods own will
of course it takes two person
and if God says that love wont work
they both walk away cursin

God can help you either way
it can be good or bad
and if its not the way you want
just pray, and dont be sad

He can do most anything
with just a single snap
you may like it or you may not
and end up saying crap!

love takes more that two you see
it takes one more, thats three
it takes a special, caring touch
if that loves meant to be



(re-arranged from above)

there is a saying, you may have heard
its true, i now see
that saying there is, goes something like this
"the best things in life are free"

that saying is true, i know it now
we finally got together
and this way, i hope we stay
together for now and forever

im nothing special, im just a guy
that would just say hi
and ur a girl, a normal girl
i would see walking by

i really didnt know what happened
i didnt have a clue
but now i am so very happy
now that i have you

your someone very special to me
you may or may not see
you surely are my life saver
from the wild sea

i hold each and every touch
i hold them so very dear
i want ur warm and gentle body
i want you to be near

i can not wait until tomorrow
when i can see you again
i want to see your face right now
so the suffering will end

there is a saying, you may have heard
that saying is true i see
that saying there is, goes somethin like this
"the best things in life are free"



i miss the way you looked at me
i miss your lovely smile
i havent kissed your soft, warm lips
in a long long while

i miss the rides back to your house
i miss our saying good bye
i miss everything so much
it makes me wanna cry

i miss the way i held your hand
as we walked down the hall
i wanna be with you right now
but i cant at all

i really miss the way you smile
as i whispered in your ear
i really wish i could again
if only you were here

i wanna make everything all good
i wanna make it ok
i dont know how you'll take it
i dont know what you'd say

i wanna tell you how i feel
but not screw up again
ive really went to deep this time
i dont think i can win



my car is really crappy
it is a 93
i cant believe i got it
from some loser before me

i dont have power windows
or even anti brakes
the pain thats off the top of it
sticks out like the great lakes

the engine doesnt pick up
the shocks are straight up junk
i dont even have room
for any speakers in my trunk

i dont have spiffy rims
just some hub caps instead
and every time i hit a bump
the visor hits my head

the cd player's broken
the anti-skip dont work
i cant believe i bought it 
from someone, what a jerk

the color's faded blue
but inside is nice
i really just cant believe
i bought it for that price

the radiator's leakin
the oil doesnt stay
i have to put up with this crap
each and every day

the engine overheats now
and it likes to die
and when i think of all this stuff
it makes me wanna cry

i guess i have to live with it
i guess that i am stuck
i hope i get a new car soon
but hey, not with my luck



my life is at its end
but yet it has not been
a life full of toil and sin
the cancer has overcome
i know i can not win

a child is crying a tear for me
god i give you this last plea
a plea to have lived a better life
dont let my kids go through this strife

my time is comin, its comin real near
the darkness is closing in on me here
i love you i tell my two little girls
as i close my eyes to leave this world